i realise i haven been updating my life to my friends.. with words, with pictures or wadever. but too bad, i dun have pictures. hahah
so im attempting to blog something which might interest u guys...
that my life is freaking boring!!!!
ok i've realised im a little lovesick over the past few weeks and that i'll pick myself up now.. =) ultimately, without love, i can still strive to be individualistic. i survived through 17 years of my life without a boyfriend! coming back to single life shouldnt be a problem(i hope hahaha)
been falling head over heels in 'love'?? or maybe infatuation. just like how i crush on guys in secondary school. feel so childish and silly and immature. lol.
but being single showed me something more impt. i used to think i can manage love and feelings well and that i could possibly be a heartbreaker and player. BUTT. i'm so freaking wrong. just getting infatuated with 2 guys can push me off the edge into a whirlpool of emotions.
so the next person i'm looking out for will be another long term relationship, and i'll TRY to take my time and look for it. =))
as for school work, i'm SUPER lagged behind. =(
must work harder to pull my socks up. next week's gonna be lonely, it's the recess week. i feel bad for not telling my family that its the recess week and that i can go home and spend time with them, because i really need lots of time to study. i'm not a person who can study within a short timeframe. i need a slow relaxing pace to study!! =( sobs. feel so bad. anyway, hope my sister doesnt read this. if she does i hope she'll understand.
my friends are going trekking. i'm super super tempted to go too! but ive never attempted trekking. and my parents are not approving of it. ='( sobsssss!!! but i've decided not to go. cos my friend told me that i better not go if im not ready. which is true, i'm not ready so i better dun go. but on the other hand, i wish i can overcome this challenge....... =( and i dun wish to miss out on so much fun too ='(
but nevermind. i know my parents will worry too much for me if i do go. i'll go only when im prepared, when my parents allow and when the timing is right.
hmmm.. what else are there? hmmm. oh yes!! one majorrr worry.... i haven join any sub comm yet!!! how am i gonna continue living in hall??!?!? shit... maybe i should learn from my neighbour and get some medical thingy so i can continue staying in hall. my friends are renting an apartment in boon lay, but its not confirm yet.. so cant hit on that. =(
i dun wanna spend 4 bloody hours on bus and train rideS!!!!!! help!
oh yea, i went jogging last night at midnight to relieve my stress. and thank god, it helped a lot. my mind is so much clearer now. hehe. my objectives in school is not to beo guys already. i will keep my 'boy scouting' shirt away for now. teeheehee. =)
anyway, im quite out of my comfort zone recently. really hope to meet up with g6 and all so i can get my life back a little. =( but seems like everyone is busy.. after i enter NIE, no one seems to be organising outings. it's been about 1month 2 weeks, and if this continues for 2 more weeks, i would have spent 1/6 of the year not interacting with my dearies!! =(
but on the contrary, its quite surprising that i've been catching up with friends all over. aishah from ISS, ryan(tpjc), my god-mums in ISS, kavan, ziqi, my so3 school mates, coke, weijian and i just recently scare shinuan and rong teng by suddenly chatting with them. lol. i was looking thru the pictures in tpjc.. and realised how much ive neglected everyone after i had a boyfriend.. so best thing is to really catch up with old and random friends, as well as schoolwork!
next wed there will be a hall bash.. after that im prolly gg clubbing with my hall pple or maybe my school mates. wonder if g6 gurls will be interested? haha. waffle and giraffe MIGHT be there. very very slim chances lah hahaha. giraffe more likely. hehe.
oh ya!!!
I'M NOW OFFICIALLY A MEMBER OF SAMBIESTA!!! haha its the band from SMU samba masala. my sister canvass me to join. lol. but im rather interested.. so ta da! i'm in! =) so next time u guys might catch me busking on weekends outside taka! but not so soon lah.. still very beginner. hehe.
ok la. i'm trying to organise the pics on facebook. toodles pple~ miss g6 and eddie and chang yu like crazy! pictures of you guys on pinboard are my daily dosage... pictures up! =)
view when i directly look up... =)
ta da!! very messy but it happens only when im studying!
my very chio bling bling that makes me super happy! =)
all the pink stuff i have that brightens my day too!
right and left side of my shelf! i have my new printer now!
full view =)
the whole room! blue bed and right hand side table is mine =) very happy.
my roomie's(michelle) table is very neat and clean and empty. =.=
mine is full of rubbish.
my cupboard! full of clothes right! that is a little excessive but its makes my room feel very homely. very important point to take note!! =)
my make up, hair stuff and some accessories that cant be hung
(no space to hang on the pinboard oso)
other layer of cupboard.. my belts and hair bands and umbrella and socks. haha.
a reflection of me in the mirror! =)
this was the best shot i could manage.
very sad! my complexion is worsening and i look so auntie now. cant put make up cos i really wanna clear my face's pimples and everything. =( meaning wearing spects and no make up everyday. so even my clothes oso wear loose loose and auntie. with spects on liao= dun need to look good.
view when i directly look up... =)
ta da!! very messy but it happens only when im studying!
my very chio bling bling that makes me super happy! =)
all the pink stuff i have that brightens my day too!
right and left side of my shelf! i have my new printer now!
full view =)
the whole room! blue bed and right hand side table is mine =) very happy.
my cupboard! full of clothes right! that is a little excessive but its makes my room feel very homely. very important point to take note!! =)
my make up, hair stuff and some accessories that cant be hung
other layer of cupboard.. my belts and hair bands and umbrella and socks. haha.
a reflection of me in the mirror! =)
